finn and jane

sometimes its like being with a best friend, one who shares your dna which means infinite dances with the best and worst parts of yourself. it's good! i mess up and apologize often and they're a gift during this time. and they ask questions i can't answer and have interests outside of my influence and i'm still screaming for them to stay right where they are, don't grow up. which is crazy, too, because i don't want that. i want them to try everything and to go everywhere and be weird and wild and always be able to find a path back to us. small people blooming.